[20 Jan]

Seriously, I don't understand why the fuck do parents have loads of shit excuses to not let me use the net. Like come on man, this world right now is a world of technology. Soon I'm sure, they'll stop cutting trees because there ain't a need to print papers anymore. Even now, some assignments and quizzes I have are on the net. I need the net to access to them, no? You need the net to do your work too right? I need it for school work! If you can do your work without using the net (i know you definitely need it, because you need to send emails out) then sure I'm willing to comply. If not, then stop bullshitting. I have no idea why THEY just cant see me and brother as together. Like so what if he's smarter than me? Does that mean that he can use the net more than me? They don't scold him or what when he's going to facebook & plurk but when I use it those websites, I get scolded for playing. (not doing my work) Tell me what is this world getting into!

Today during HTP, there was a talk about SGC. Oh great, the time of the year has come. We need to write out our top 3 non-academic achievements by 21 may. Ha, i have none. Like seriously. NONE. Because i have no CCA. The only thing i can write about is my "contribution" as assistant physics rep for 2 years and physics rep for this year. Wonderful, aint it? My best achievement in this dumb school. Actually i dont care much lah, i cant get into local university anyway. What's the point right? Maybe i should ask Kahleong what he's gonna write. No wait, he has contributions outside school like water polo and i havent got any. Yay he's gonna have a better testimonial than me.

I asked if i could join back SJ. No replies. They dont know. Ok whatever. Im giving this stupid thought a miss. I wont go back there anymore. The CCA orientation would be my last time there. Actually i dont have anything to contribute too. My drills aint fantastic, my first aid sucks to the core, i havent got any home nursing experience. Im equivalent to a worthless shit there. Sometimes, the feeling just lingers. I dont know. I havent got much feeling there, all i can remember that there were happy moments with them as well as disappointments. I havent got over it. I really wished time could turn back, i probably wont join this CCA if i knew i'd turn out to be this way...

Okay that was what I intended to write on Wednesday but couldn't due to no internet. Lol.

Today was a totally bad day. I didn't finish my Chemistry practical. And I deduced the nature of FA1 & FA2 wrongly. One of them is wrong. No wait, both are wrong. Somehow. Wasn't in a good mood after HTP because Kuang said we're getting another book instead of the one he told us earlier. We bought the solution book already, Engjia bought the workbook already. Now then he tell us like what the fuck?

Lim told us during HTP today that for those with blogs, we need to check if what we're writing has hurt anyone. As if I'm gonna care! Like hello, this is my blog you know. How do you know if someone else is hurting you like badmouthing you? That is not a blog right. So why should I care about theirs?


I've tons of homework to be done this weekend. Might be meeting EJ, JH & CF tomorrow for ice cream. Might be going out on Sunday to celebrate JY's birthday.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XUETING (23/1) & JINGYU (24/1) & NAIIMAH (26/1) IN ADVANCE!

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